Dear diary,
Hari ni kan, I feel sad and so lonely. Rasa macam forever alone je. Sebenarnya, dah rasa lama dah. Sejak mula short sem lagi. Tapi, hari ni taktahu kenapa. I think I've already hit the wall. Seriously, sorang kawan pun takde. Bukan takde langsung, tapi, takde siapa yang nak duduk bercakap dengan CL ni. Hari-hari cakap dengan Ocean ( Nana's fish). Since Nana Banana pun balik, lagilah bosan. Even though CL jarang cakap dengan dia, tapi kalau sekali bercakap tu, it might take us two hours to conclude :3 Selalunya, kami akan bercakap on beneficial stuffs. Kadang-kadang she asked me for Malaysian foods punya recipe sebab dia lahir and grew up abroad. Jadi, Malaysian food ni dia kurang tahu sikit. Anyhow, it doesn't make me any better.
Sigh...
Kalau buka facebook, sorang kawan pun tak tanya khabar or comment on my status ke. CL bukan nak kejar like sangat pun but I need communication. Nanti ada la tu yang cakap " why don't you start first?"
Kadang-kadang, I did put my comment on their status. Heh, takde pun yang nak reply. At least put a smiley thou. :( Kadang-kadang, nak jugak masuk conversation, tapi, I do not feel I belong there since yang komen tu semuanya best friends with each other. Kadang-kadang, ada yang ajak keluar iftar. Thank you. Tapi, ajak berbuka dekat Sakae, takpun makan popcorn Garret. Dengan MYR27++ makan popcorn atau MYR 30++ makan dekat Sakae, I could minimize my budget and can save the whole week. ;) Kan you kan? :)
(yes, you, Ana Khaer)
(yes, you, Ana Khaer)
So, here I am. Stranded in nowhere. Laying sick on this abandoned island, waiting for someone to come and saves me. Happy 15th Ramadan! :)
Its a lonely day and it's mine |
2 comments:
:) :) :)
Anon: :) Sekarang dah tak lonely. Nana dah ada dekat bilik and my friend pun dah tanya khabar.
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